http://frus.blogdrive.com/ Communication is so gay Tue, 25 Mar 2008 12:05:19 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2008. Art Spirituality http://frus.blogdrive.com/archive/134.html Tue, 25 Mar 2008 05:02:07 GMT Whenever I've a bad day, all the bad things just come to me in heaps. You can feel as if those bad things just come to you purposefully to fucking piss you off. It's as if the bad-luck-God is telling to me "In your fucking face, bitch!". If anyone read the Doraemon comics, you can tell my bad day's bad luck can be compared to Nobita's. It's also as the bad-luck-God wants me to make me feel so shit and depressed and it wants me to commit suicide. This is how a bad day is in Choonie's life. http://frus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=134 http://frus.blogdrive.com/archive/133.html Wed, 30 Jan 2008 11:05:15 GMT It's taken me almost 20+ years to understand Family Love. .... by loving & looking up to them when I was a child .... by hating them & yearning for independence & freedom when I was a teenager .... by missing them & understanding them so much when I'm really far away from them Perhaps it's not just ethics & respect but there is really a love. Its a kinda love that goes on for so many years, and perhaps forever. So besides family love, Now, I'm gonna try to understand LOVE .... a love between non-familial relationships .... a... (more) http://frus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=133 http://frus.blogdrive.com/archive/132.html Sun, 18 Nov 2007 03:18:28 GMT In the recent wake of the Bersih rally, I decided to finally write a political blogpost. You know back then when I was a kid, during Mahathir's reign, my family and I used to support BN. As he was retiring, we slowly realised all the crap and shit we get from government gets even worse these times. And then Pak Lah came and replaced him and we had great hopes about him. Which after 4 years now many did not come true. It is during these times, we supported the opposition parties, especially DAP and maybe PKR. Were together with them for the fight for fairness, transparency and... (more) http://frus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=132 http://frus.blogdrive.com/archive/131.html Sun, 05 Aug 2007 16:58:12 GMT In my architectural studies, we, as students/trainees, are always encouraged to design, and by that notion of design, it means to create our own (roughly stamping our authority and signature on our design). Surely an artist in everyone would love to express ourselves. But then, there comes a question of ego in art, especially when it comes to a profession where you have to use your art provide service to other people. In any design profession, the client usually is THE designer. And most designers already know this, that to get their money, they have to succumb to the client's... (more) http://frus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=131 http://frus.blogdrive.com/archive/130.html Sat, 28 Jul 2007 06:14:58 GMT Flying back and forth between KL and Melbourne often gives me melancholic emotions, where I can often feel the transition of one 'comfort' zones changing to the next. I really hate it. Whenever I feel adapted to one place, I often do not feel like I wanna leave that place. Coz of the fear of missing that place and all its experiences. And I don't mean just that. There are also missed 'opportunities', like building/strengthening relationships with your loved ones. Now that I am still in Melbourne, there is still a long time more before I go back to Malaysia end of this year.... (more) http://frus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=130 http://frus.blogdrive.com/archive/129.html Tue, 19 Jun 2007 20:16:36 GMT Sorry for the slow update of this blog. Not that anyone comes here often anyway. I like blogging whenever I feel like it. You know, it makes the blog more substantial that way, filled with genuine and purposeful contents and without constant everyday rubbish. Ok, I know I'm self-praising so I should stop here. ----- Anyway, recently I've been realising a small pattern into how karmas work around people's lives. The common scenario is when someone's 'karma' is passed onto another person. Don't understand? Well heres a direct & simple example: Lets say,... (more) http://frus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=129 http://frus.blogdrive.com/archive/128.html Mon, 30 Apr 2007 15:57:01 GMT Just imagine yourself walking on a street one day. and suddenly you bump into the one you love. What would you do? What if I go talk to her? What if I play it cool and don't notice her, would she come to me? What if I did talk to her, what would I say to her? What would she think of me if I don't say anything to her? What if the meeting turns out awkward? will I ever get the chance again? Ah well, I'm sure there's always another time if I fucked up. I wonder if I still can turn back time if it turns out to be a mistake I will regret. I wonder... (more) http://frus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=128 http://frus.blogdrive.com/archive/127.html Sun, 15 Apr 2007 13:26:55 GMT I'm a person who communicates a lot not through the language of words but also subtle mind-body languages. And I think a lot in forms of pictures & visuals rather than a construct of words. Therefore making me sort of a weirdo among my friends. However, like all of us do, we have control of the relationship among friends. We can choose to improve our relationship with them by hanging out with them more, being nice to them, and etc. Or we can choose to lower our relationship with them by ditching their invitations, be rude to them, etc. We can choose our friends in fact. ... (more) http://frus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=127 http://frus.blogdrive.com/archive/126.html Wed, 11 Apr 2007 17:46:14 GMT Sorry for not bothering to update. I'm just too darn lazy and uninspired to blog something worth blogging. This current post is what I've always wanted to blog for awhile now. And this page will be constantly re-updated whenever there's a new content. The following quotes below are by me. You may find most of them rather philosophical in context. They may also intertwine with metaphysical and I Ching ideas. You may also find some of the quotes are cliched, but there were no intentions of copying nor plagiarising. Enjoy. My Top 10 1) "Communication is so gay." 2)... (more) http://frus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=126 http://frus.blogdrive.com/archive/125.html Mon, 05 Feb 2007 05:28:54 GMT Despite the fact that my friends know that I compose a lot of songs, I don't consider myself as a musician. I think myself more as an artist who uses music as the main tool for expression. And most of the time, I do it out of passion. But that's because my life was shit most of the time, and music is the only place where I hide myself from the harsh reality. I write songs based on my sad experiences in life and that brings a lot of satisfaction to me. The repressed energies were transferred to the songs. But I had imagined that, "What happens if my life is not shit?".... (more) http://frus.blogdrive.com/comments?id=125